On a day like this...

On a day like this, I feel like suffocating from strong emotions.
It isn't an ordinary day. I'm off from work and we are heading off to get keys and sign final papers for our new flat. We are going to be home owners. Or in other hands, forever in debt slaving away for the bank. On the same day, our Ikea order and, unexpectedly, our design table would arrive in the afternoon.
Adrenaline pumps through my veins. I was excited, nervous, stressed and anxious. Many what-ifs race through my head. What if one part of the chain events go wrong?  What if things go south between me and partner?
We are "kicked out" of our current flat on Monday, 4 days from now. What if we don't manage to move in time?

The new flat looks spacious. The previous owner left way too many holes and nails in the walls, which apparently is common in Sweden? I was pretty pissed about it as I expected a proper handover of property.
The whole day I have been going back and forth moving stuff between old and new flats.